Recently, he began to suffer from more weakness in that leg, but still, his excitement for life lingered. This week, however, things have been different. A portion of the tumor burst open and began bleeding. Over the past few days, we've dealt with the bleeding, which is off and on depending on how much he messes with it.
Unfortunately, that isn't the only thing that has changed. Mitch is not Mitch anymore, and Jason suspects he may have had a mild heart attack. He is very lethargic and dazed. We took him out for a hike (which we both suspected would be his final one), hoping that he would regain some of the "Mitchell bounce" we were used to. He could only walk about ten steps without collapsing to the ground and panting wildly. We quickly abandoned the hike and simply allowed him to enjoy the car ride (another favorite on his list of things to do). As of now, he is still not himself, and the tumor is growing worse.
Tomorrow, the plan is for Jason to take Mitch to the vet, at which point, we will likely be saying goodbye to our precious pup who has given us over a decade of joy, laughs and love. We've known for months that this day was near, but that doesn't make it any easier. Words cannot describe how difficult this is for us, and so, for today's devotion, if you'll allow me, I want to focus on God as our comfort.
In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul. - Psalm 94:19
If you look up the word "comfort" in the dictionary, you will find the following definition:
1. strengthening aid, assistance, or support; 2. consolation in time of trouble or worry; 3. a feeling of relief or encouragement; 4. contented well-being; 5. a satisfying or enjoyable experience.
So, what comfort do you think this verse might be talking about. I have a few ideas:
God's grace
God's mercy
God's love
God's kindness
God's goodness
God's gentleness
God's patience
God's care
God's compassion
God's faithfulness
God's Word
God's peace
God's understanding
God's generosity
God's guidance
God's provision
And on and on and on. . .
God's mercy
God's love
God's kindness
God's goodness
God's gentleness
God's patience
God's care
God's compassion
God's faithfulness
God's Word
God's peace
God's understanding
God's generosity
God's guidance
God's provision
And on and on and on. . .
In the midst of troubled times and turbulent thoughts, don't focus on the circumstances that surround you. Instead, focus on God, who is the Comfort of all comforts!
Sorry to hear about Mitch Dana. Our dog Maggie is getting up in age too. God certainly is a comfort in times of hardship. May you both feel his presence at this time and may Mitch not have too suffer too long.
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Thank you, Glen. I appreciate your prayers and kind words. It's been a rough week, but God's grace is sufficient.
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